The Jab
The Jab
Even to begin this discussion, I pause with hesitancy - uncertainty. The inking feeling that this topic is being monitored, assessed, & analyzed. On a small personal level & on the grander societal stage. The current rage is all about the vx vs unvxed. I am abbreviating. Again because this topic is under high surveillance and I trust that the messages \ I am conveying here are straight from source. They are beyond the infiltrative psychological bullllloney I am witnessing on a daily basis for weeks now. VX vx UNVX - you either do it or you don’t. Total duality delusion. The fissures continue to crack the surface of what we think we know. Our capacity for bio-individuated circumstances can only increase if we continue to meet each other on common ground and live with love, integrity, and hope for a better tomorrow. Bc shit be fucked out there yo. From the past year and a half of fear-mongering & insidious socio-economic realities coming to light, to currently what is happening in the present moment has been utterly shaped by the VID.
The charge of this writing is extremely claggy to navigate. I truly do feel like I’m trudging through the muck & the mire to bring my thoughts out to the open. I am in tune with my body. My BEING. What feels True & good for me & good for my neighbor. This is how I live life. This is the filter through which I make choices with pure intentions.
And yet the uncertainty is still there.
Bringing back my attention to the discussion of the Jab. Here are my sentiments exactly.
I do not feel that I would like to receive the Jab. It is my belief that the vid has a 99% survival rate amongst my demographic. I understand the urgency for older populations & folks with underlying conditions feeling the need to take as many precautions as possible in the event of a pandemic. I am finding it challenging to believe that this experimental chemical needs to be introduced by gov (or employer) mandate into anyone’s body. It is a personal choice. I am not anti-vx - my dogs get their rabies shots. I am not opposed to modern medical marvels. I fully believe that there are angels on this earth capable of creating the absolute most harmonizing response to a pandemic.
These marvels are not captured by the news, or even the feed for that matter. The feed continues to be an all out divisive war ground - where you have to pick a camp , lest you be thrown to the wolves. From an observational standpoint, it’s as if everyone’s egos are on display. A complete psychological divulge of the fear, selfishness, & trauma loop.
I speak mostly in regards to the music industry. An industry that was obliterated by the pandemic kerfuffle. I saw so many small businesses drastically change course, shut down, & hence have yet to be on the same path. I’ve seen many bands and partnerships continue to play on without cease. I believe there are many in it for the right reasons - the community, the camaraderie, the full light body presence. I miss it tremendously. It feels unnatural to go to a show masked up, roped off, secluded from total connection. I think there are many benefits to the reclusive, introspective time that the vid provided people who live a creative lifestyle. On the other hand there’s the absolute addiction to the feeling of the experience. The crave so hard that you would actually go forward no matter what the costs, no matter the personal freedom of each individual. The music stands for so much more than a fucking dance your face off validation fuck fest.
Apologies for the language here, it’s just how it's coming out.
Music helps us remember who we really are. What the present moment truly is. How to think for ourselves. To remember that you are not alone. To feel the charge & electricity of the moment. To dance and be embodied. This connects us to our ancestors who have been moving their bodies and singing their songs through all the good and bad times.
I definitely think the music should continue in whatever form of fashion it needs to. Solo-artist vibes. Explore making your own music. Lower impact festivals. Small gatherings. Really connecting to new vibes on your Spotify list. Really listening to the words, the lyrics, the hearts that are poured out.
My observation is that we have taken a few steps back - only to take 10 giant steps forward. The future is hurling towards us like a semi with no brakes. Death is imminent. You may only have this life to live. I subscribe to the belief that it's possible that you end up having more lives. But who knows, really? I can’t sit here and act like I know anything more than my own experience.
In my experience, I’ve been living my life to the best of my ability. Being present with the suffering & choosing the reality that is most closely related to my wildest dreams. Regardless of what the news says, regardless of whatever talking head stands up on a soap box. I choose to filter my choices with pure intentions.
Ultimately, I needed to get this out to hopefully clarify, reframe, & become better acquainted with the thoughts that are swirling through my brain. The vx discussion is a deeply personal & sensitive topic right now. May you be thinking in your best interest. May you be thinking in the best interest of others too. May you be given the support & clarity you deserve. May you continue to evolve in the highest consciousness.
